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Wednesday, May 28, 2003:

Hi, come home at like 8:30 to bitching parents telling me where the fuk were u kal, im like skool u dumbfuks where else would i be, and why are they acten so fuken worried??? then i got into this mad argument with those dumbfuks they piss me of, my dad was like if u dont respect me then leave, so i was packing up the next second when my dad tell my mom pass me the hammer so ill beat the shit out of this kid, so i go pik it up and hand it to him, knowing his old ass has no chance against me, he puts it down, and he realizes im lost, he says it himself, im corrupted never again will i be that little dumb fuk happy kal with a dream of a bright future, little nice prick. I will admit it, i started out believing there was some good in this world, i find none, not even my friends, sometimes i feel like blowing joes's head off, and tearing julio to shreads, but i cant so that, im too weak and i dont have the fire power. All i want now is pure and ultimate hate, i want death to reign fuk religion fuk ur none unexistant god, and most of all fuk you. If this is it, i have truly lost my mind, i was never socially compatable so then why should i try so hard??? why should i give a fuck, im hopeless, so instead of tryen harder to become a better person, im changing, i dont care anymore i dont need anyone, i have my mind and i can talk to myself till the day i go crazy snap and blow my head off along with anyone else that pisses me off. Ive just had it with friends, family, everybody, fuk it, fuk you, fuk life. go teo hell u fuken prik, just reading this justifies you as a loser.
Kal // 5/28/2003 10:20:00 PM

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Monday, May 26, 2003:

Hey guyz, well its 8 pm now, i got back home like an hour ago. This saturday me and my parents took off to san diego but i had to go pik up my bro so i went to riverside piked him up and drove down to san diego from there, took the 60 became 215 then 15 then san diego 5 i drove wit ultimate speed usual kal, i was in the camry and my parents took a jaguar that they rented out. Well i went to some retarded wedding full of arabic peeps. I met this super hot chik there and we talked, we ended up leaving and we drove to the peer, which was 30 minutes away from the party because we were in Poway San diego. We juss sat there watchin the sunset ( i dont even know this girl yet) so we kiked it saw the sunset and we talked about life and shit, and i related to her in alot of way she was cool, so then i took her to a resturant cuz we skipped the dinner at the wedding, she was cool then decided that she should be going home so i took her home, then drove back to the La Quinta Inn where my parents and bro were, stayed the night, The next day i went to TJ mexico, my parents didnt wanna go so me and my bro went. It was cool, but the first time i went there i thought it was really cool there no problems. But when i went this time i was like wtf??? the streets were dirty people were begging, strip clubs at every corner with people yelling senior fresh pussy!!! and im thinkin poor mexican chix, so poor that they hav to work at strip clubs, i felt so sorry for the people the poverty level was horrible, it wasnt the same fun and happiness i had when i went the first time, i spent my time thinken of these poor people and my god it was sad, so when i went to the ATM, i took out 300 bux to spend i ended up withdrawing 50 more bux and i went aroung giving to the poor people, and to those little kids wanting to sell me those little retarded toys, i mean i didnt want the toy i bought them anywayz but gave the toy back with the money, should of seen the little kids eyes when he saw a US dollar in his hand. So then after i opened up, me and my bro went firwork looking wasnt hard to find at all, lets juss say me and my bro practically bought a mini atomic bomb, man that was a firework show to remember we had crowds of peeps watchen us, man it was cool. So i drove back took us 3 freaken hours to get back in the US, with peeps on the way tryen to sell us shit as we got out, i juss ended up giving peeps a dollar, they didnt even check our car, juss the passaport and they let us in. We went back to San diego, my bro didnt wanna stay so i took him back to riverside, then drove back down to san diego where i stayed at the La Quinta Inn in old town san diego which was next to the holiday inn where my parents were, stayed the night woke up early went to the san diego peer to watch the navy and marine peeps walk ashore, and i was like fuken awesome, watchen the families reunited, little kids running up to their Moms and Dads who have been serving far away for a long time, was a site to see, remined me when i welcomed my bro like 2 weeks back when he came on the USS Abe lincoln, but it was a happy reception because his new daughter had passed away. Well passed the day watchen the marines and shit and i drove to the recrutment center to the marines but i didnt sign up lol :P . So i spent the est of my time in old time san diego packed up my shit and left, and that was my weekend, im fuken tired im light headed so ill see u peeps later
Kal // 5/26/2003 08:19:00 PM

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