KRaZy KiK AsS Ko0Ky KrEEpY KaL Of Ko0LNesS

Wednesday, March 05, 2003:

Sup peeps, well im feelin alot better than usual, my foot healing well i had surgery on it last saturday and some minor complications occured with it, my freind roy got out of bootcamp ahh the good times will return. Well today was an anti war protest, i went to it i was all reved up but then i found out that it was all BS everyone who went just did it for the sake of ditching, they didnt give a fuk, they dont care. I noticed myself often in the front of the rows leading the crowd whether it was bravo or bravo lincoln and belmont, well i stopped caring when we got to city hall notcied it was all a waste of time, so i juss left. Well other than that my day has been somewhat great i kiked it wit joes and julio something i rarely do anymore kik it wit freinds, henry too, well for a limited time he had to leave, well today i pigged out like a muther fuker i mean i swear i havent eaten this much for the longest (total opposite of having a peice of lettuce every 3 days usual kal) well way im seeing it why give a fuk, im dont really give a fuk what all u think anymore about who i am and how i look, and i mnot going to prom so why do i need to get in shape only reason i did is so i can look somewhat good, im like fuk it all the weight i lost all those days i starved myself and still do will come to an end, shame to see all that effort wasted imma gonna go back to pigging out not giving a fuk happy kal. Well in school im not doing so good so far im behined in all my classes as i stopped doing home work and taken them seriously im not going to college anywayz so why care (do u see my logic?) well my freind joes got a 90 on his asvab (test u take to be in the armed forces) well to be in the airforce u need about 56 and for the marines u need 28, so yeah joes passes with FLYING colors, emphasize on flying because thats what he is gonna be doing, my hommie julio whose going to the marines got a 95, im thinken these guys are smart what a fuken waste to have them in the armed forces when they can be like some crazy ass chemists, they love that shit for some odd reason they always talk about hydrocholoric this acid that and coming up with all they complex theories and there proof's, and im like okay good for u guys, they always show off that they have AP chem, im proud for them. Well i really wanna join the armed forces like my bro, but then i see myself as a radical one of those Fuk the sytem people who listens to rage and looks up to the Great Che Guevarra, i cant join the system, but its a double standard as i c it. Well im gonna go get fuked up ill c u guys later.
Kal // 3/05/2003 09:57:00 PM

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