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Saturday, January 04, 2003:

Hey guys, well its like 9:30 or sometin so i got back in La at like 2:45 la time. Well when i went to massachusets monica's dad piked me up, i went to their home, gave em the gifts i got them from hawaii, then they wanted me to spend the nite their but i wanted to go where monica was and spend the nite wit her. So they took me i gave her the flowers, and then i started talken, we talked the whole nite, i told her whats happenen wit me, i told her all about bravo my freinds, i told her alot about julio isaac joes the 3 main ones, and all my other freinds, I was also talken about old memories that i ahad with her. i juss sat there and talked the whole nite. Well it was cold as hell it was snowing, and all i had was a t shirt and some jeans, but my body went numb after 15 min. so it was okay. Well at least i got to see snow, first time ive seen it snow before, it was weird. Its juss weird when u lose something that u loved so much, it juss makes u question your faith, makes u ask is life really worth it, makes u think and do the stupid ish, well i had to go through that stage and its been 4 and a half years i think its time for me to move on. Well today i came back called my freinds and they were already occupied doing other stuff so i took a long walk to griffith park, went to the observetory, it was closed but i snuck in, cause thats where me and monica used to go to see the sunset, and i went to the hollywood sign which was also closed cause a couple commited suicide there, i also snuck in, me and monica used to have picknicks over there and we used, to sit there and talk the whole nite, i juss needed to see it one last time, i dunno why. Well i got back home and my parents forced me to go to their freinds house so here i am bored as hell. Well back to life, i gave my respects to monica, and its time for me to move on and let go, i cant keep thinking of the past. Well i c ya guys later
Kal // 1/04/2003 09:51:00 PM

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Friday, January 03, 2003:

Well hey guys its kal, well umm im in LA didnt goto massachusets yet, flite got cancelled so i walked home from Lax got home around 5:00am La time, tired as fuk but i didnt sleep till like an hour after 8:00am woke up at 11:00 to henry telling me about his online gf, lol at least he has one, but who the fuk would want an online gf?? well i bought monica yellow tulips and red roses from the Lax flower shop cause they are her favorites, i know they arent available in massachusets this time of year, so i bought them here instead of there, but the flite got cancelled and i had to trash em, ill juss buy a fresh batch of them today, well plane leavs at 2:00 ill prob be back either tommorow or after tommorow, im not sure what day it is today, oh shit its friday thats good. Well im off now laterz all.
Kal // 1/03/2003 11:32:00 AM

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Thursday, January 02, 2003:

Hey guys, well rite now im on the flight to LA, from there im going Im taken a transfer flight to boston Massachusets. From there Monica's dad (My old gf's dad) is gonna pick me up and he is going to drop me off where ever she is, and he said i can stay at their house and not a motel but i dont think im going to do much sleeping today, so ill juss be sitten next her talken the old nite. Well back in hawaii when i left Marken the autralian dude i told u guys about came up to me and gave me 2 books Goldman Sachs by Lisa Endlich (about the biggest bank and investment firm in the world) he said i would be intrested in it because i know so much about economics and politics and another book named Guns, Germs, and Steel which is a scientific approach on how history turned out the way it is. I was like thank you and I asked him what exactly do u do, and he said he studies evolution in animals with specialization in birds, galapacos animals, and horses. He is a professor at the Sydny institute and he turned out to be one of those famous scientist people and im like wow thats so cool, My bro and sandra are stayen in hawaii and the Jennifer and Marken are leaving to australia in 2 more weeks so they have it going on. Well last nite i stayed up watchen jennifer sleeping and last i noticed my watch was 5:46am and i drifted away, woke up like 12:20 to jennifer shaking me and screaming Hey Kal u have a flight, so i woke up said farewells to everyone hugged the hula girlz again and left to the airport and got on the plane and now here i am typen this. Well im Los Angeles bound i have to stay at la for an 1 hour before i transfer to massachusets flight ill prob get there like 9pm La time which is 11 in massachusets, so umm the in flight movie is comen on so imma jam and go watch it, laterz guys.
Kal // 1/02/2003 04:13:00 PM

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Wednesday, January 01, 2003:

Hey guys, Happy New Year to all of u, sorry I couldn’t rite yesterday was busy. Well ill tell ya what I did, so me my bro and his gf and 2 Australian people a brother and sister got onto the tour bus to pearl harbor, turned out we were all in the scuba diving tour together, so its us 5 and the tour guide and he took us to a shallow synthetic lake and there they taught us how to dive, and the whole ride on the bus I was talken to the Australian dude and the guys is a bloody genius (it was a 3 hour ride) I mean he easily could outsmart me, I can tell this guys is one of those crazy philosopher types, and we got into deep heated discussion ranging from agriculture to birds to music to religion to governments and politics and finally ended up discussing the views of Karl Marx and Communism, I dunno I had a blast that bus ride we juss talked and even tho he was clearly superior to me intelligence wise I hung in and discussed and fought back, and when the bus ride ended he told me hey you are one of the smartest people I have meet in my whole life, and the girl Jennifer his sister 18yrs old whispers into my ear and says he likes u he doesn’t like many people but he likes u, and she smiled so u know, Im looken at this girl and she is like drop dead gorgeous, and she is so nice. So u know I put on my wet suit thinken I look all retarded while the guy describes the purpose of this suit, apparently its has and area between two layers of poliber fibers and cotton where is holds in water, this water is kept in there and your body heat warms it up and thus the water in return warms u, which is kik ass. So im sitten there looken all stupid in the wet suit, and we get called in we go under and oh man it was a blast, was one of the best and coolest things ive ever done in my life, it was so cool, its just a site that has to been seen by all, it was great we dove around the ships, we went in them, we also went into 2 Japanese needle jet planes, oh man was great. So after like I dunno 8 hours of doing that, we all leave this time all five of us are like really cool now so we decide to roam Hawaii together so, u know we goto the shops a restaurant then, it was like 9 o’clock, my bro and Sandra go off somewhere while Marken (the Australian genius dude) goes somewhere leaving me and Jennifer the hot Australian chik alone, so u know we end up walken around and when we go back to the hotel, I invited her to come with me to the hotel club, which is by the beach with u know candles and hula dancers it was all extra nice, so u know we eat and I talk to her, and im like wow she is freaken nice, and freaken hot those are so rare, although I do know of 2 girls back in LA who are like that but ill never get wit em. So u know im like sitten here talken to this chik, u guys know me around a girl im like Oh Sh@# it’s a girl then I run into a wall and fall unconscious, it was different I could look this girl in the eyes and we juss talked, and we were having fun until ……. BUM BUM BUM the hula dancer lady came pulled us up there and forced us to dance hula style and I was like Hula chik im too freaken fat to do the hula dance, so then I look to my left and there were a bunch of old white fat drunken party animals with unbuttoned Hawaiian shirts dancing, and they looked horrible and I look back to me and her dancing and I noticed that it was pretty decent after all, so she can tell I was scared shitless so u know she like teaches me and u know she lead and stuff it was cool. So u know countdown time 3,2,1…. Happy New Year!!! Everyone is shouting and we hug and kiss and everyone is doing it like people who don’t know each other were hugging and kissing so u know we do it too, and I kissed all these freakan hot hula girls hehehheh lol. So we party some more and notice its like 3:00 am so I go back to my room and she asks me if she can come with me to my room, and im like sure. So we sit there and talk for hours it was like 7:00am when we finished so I had to go down and pay for my room for that day, and to call in to book a flight for Massachusetts, so when I come back the poor girl is asleep. So I cover her all up, make sure she was warm and comfy, then I call her bro to tell him that she is in my room so he doesn’t get worried, and then I order more pillows and a blanket and goto sleep on the couch since she took up the bed, and I wake up like at 12:30pm to her looken at me, and I was like what the hell are you doing she was like im looken at u sleep, and I was like damn u must have been bored as hell to watch me sleep, I mean who the hell would wanna watch me sleep!!! She replied I dunno, and I say damn u must have been bored and give off and smile and she returns it. So u know we are like kiken it today I goto the stores u know buy stuff, and me and her talk and are having all fun and stuff like that, so we juss kik back today goto the beach which is so kik ass, the beaches are so clean and like u can see your feet in the water not like in LA, I mean these beaches are beautiful and spotless juss like in the movies. And u know she comes back to my room and we talk exchange addresses and stuff like that, u know become pen pals and stuff, so we talk and talk and talk and again. So I was talken to peeps online then I had to go pay the bills and I come back take a shower come out, and bam shes asleep. I cover her up make sure she is comfy and u know I goto the couch again, I lay down, lab top on my stomach as im all huddled up in the blanket, and im typen this know, tomorrow we are gonna say good byes, because I have to leave at 2:00pm, and im like damn I don’t wanna leave I wanna to live her for ever it was juss a blast, I mean these to days have been phenomenally kik ass to the max. Well im tired and im sitten here typen this watchen her sleep, and I see her just layen there, so innocent, so beautiful as she is all wrapped up all happy with a smile on her face, and I was like that’s so cool, and I start questioning myself did she see that in me when she was watchen me sleep? Meh I dunno so im tired of typen so im juss put this laptop down and watch her sleep some more till I drift away into my own slumber, well ill see u guys when I get back to LA. Bye all and have a nice day and happy new years.
Kal // 1/01/2003 11:29:00 PM

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Tuesday, December 31, 2002:

Yo Yo Yo Yo Yo, Im in mutha fuken hawaii Yo, damn thats some crazy ass ish yo. plane touched down around 12:30 (la time) and we were supposed to stay at the sheraton but i was like fuk no cause they didnt have net connection in their roomz (yea i know im a net junky) so we went to the wakkiki beach they have DSL in everyroom kik ass yo, well what even better is i got my own room, u know so my bro could u know have fun wit his gf (dude hes gonna fuken marry her in 3 months!!!!!!) yea so there is a big ass jacuzi did i spell it rite? and a big ass bed and my own tv, man this place is kiken so tommora we are waken up in the mornin and going to pearl harbor. Yea dont u people wish u were here, well finnaly something good happens to kal so dont be too jealous. Well ill try to get all my freinds sovienerz but i dunno wtf to get em so i prob wont LOL. Yea so im gonna go scuba diven there inside the USS arizona and ish, my bro is in the marines so he knows how to do it, so u know hes gonna teach me and ish like dat. Man he is so freaken cool i wish i was like him, shit i wish i had his looks too, guy is a chik magnet (then u have kals flubbery fat harry ass on the otherside) fuked up genes i got the leftovers i guess, fuker is smart too hes in med school somewhere in germany cause thats where he is stationed. Yea so this is gonna be off the hook, well im gonna go run on the beach or sometin i cant possibly fuken sleep this is hawaii man, i have to enjoy my 2 days here while i can, c all of u peeps in sunside LA later. (oh im sorry for the bad language im juss really happy, Can u tell? :).......)
Kal // 12/31/2002 01:10:00 AM

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Monday, December 30, 2002:

Hey children of mother Gaia. Well ull never freaken guess where i am. well im approx. 3 and a half hrs into a flite to hawaii im somewhere on top of the pacific ocean. So kik ass, but i im usen my bro's lab top, and im payen freakn 1.65 to use the freaken net, 1.65 a min like 5 minutes would equal to worken one hour!!!! lol ive been on for like 10min. already. Yea so im goin scuba divin at pearl harbor!!!! AHAHAH im gonna have so much fun, finnaly a break from this shit life. well its juss me my bro, and his gf which hes gonna marry, that sux ass he brought his gf but i mean shes all kik ass im coo wit her, but u know i have to be all respectful now, u know me and him cant do stupid shit, like reak havoc and stuff. Well im stayen for 2 days then im going to massachusets to visir my old gf. Man finnaly so far this break suked ass, well im listening to 3 simple words by finch, song always made me feel like jumping around wildely never know why, it isnt even that hard!!! well im talken to Bj and shabz rite now, damn i already owe the airlines freaken 30.65 for usen the internet, thats so gay im gonna jam, ill write again when i touch down approx. around 12:15 La time. C ya later. ALLIGATOR MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA (was that corny or what!!!!)

Kal // 12/30/2002 11:11:00 PM

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Sunday, December 29, 2002:

Hi all, im at work now, im so cold i juss got in from doing clean up duty outside the building, its raining like hell and the water broke through my sweater in the first 5 minutes outside and so far ive been out there for 2 hrs, my fingures are freezing, im in here in the warmth of the HQ building and im still freezing, i wish i had some dry cloths to put on but i dont have any. Well ive been wanderin the streets alot and that got me thinken, i cant go back to drugz and booze, booze is what took the love of my life away, it took it from her she had so much to live for, no way i can join my enemy no way. Not one more drop of the filthy fluid will enter my body again so help me god may i get rid of the same way she did. Love is what had kept me alive, love is what made me whole, its been 4 yrs seen i was a whole person, its been four years since i laid eyes on the most beautiful sight on the face of this planet. I juss miss her so much i dont know why she had to leave, she was a good girl, so smart so beautiful why couldnt of god taken me, have i commited such sins so i have to live through this torment?, have i not repented enough? I dunno i think the coldness is getten to me, well i cant feel anything but my body is franticly shakin, im sorry if i dont know how to spell rite i frackly dont care if i spell rite or wrong im not in the rite mindset for grammer. Im juss blabing bs rite now im not thinken clearly. Well i juss got a call, apparantly a lady decided to report a broken sink at 2am she lives on rossmore thats really far which is good for me, cause now i get to take the company van, and i dont have to walk YAY. well im off to fix it, ill see u guys later oh yeah if u guys wanna u know chill i get off work at 12pm everyday and get home around 12:40 so juss call me or somethin. Alright bye all.
Kal // 12/29/2002 02:22:00 AM

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