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Saturday, November 16, 2002:

Hey its like 11 right now i juss finished playen ome counter strike with my homeboy sam. Yeah hes pretty good for a new guy a fast learner. Yeah so we finished painting the building around 8:30 intead of 10 oclock which is badass. Yeah my eyes are burning right now, i wish i had a eye wash like the one i have in my star 2 lab. So i wrote my personal statement im not to fond of it i tink it sux like hell. Yeah so im juss kiken it listenin to some metallica. man im so tired but i have to start worken out pretty soon, i cant give up now i gove this far its not time for me to quit so i guess i have to do it. Yeah so i did all my hw and i have noten much to say so i ll leave u wit thisse quotes by one of my idles
"Our every action is a battle cry against imperialism...To wield our weapons to intone the funeral dirge with the staccato of the machine guns and new battle cries of war and victory."
Ernesto 'Che' Guevara
"At the risk of seeming ridiculous, let me say that the true revolutionary is guided by great feelings of love. It is impossible to think of a genuine revolutionary lacking this quality."
Ernesto 'Che' Guevara
"I am not a liberator. Liberators do not exist. The people liberate themselves."
Ernesto 'Che' Guevara
"I know you've come to kill me. Shoot, coward, you're only going to kill a man."
Ernesto 'Che' Guevara

Kal // 11/16/2002 11:15:00 PM

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Hey guys im at comp classits kinda lik 12:30 or sometin yeah im juss sitten hear talken to tashs i mean tacia (sorry tasha u white chik) and my hommie ike ill write again today but im written cause im bored hey The One by Metallica that song is super badass. Yeah i have to goto work today again at the royal building to paint it i should be there till 10 tonight hey i might get a break and get let out early. Yeah these past days im been like feeling weird i have this one thought in my head that keeps buggening me and i cant get rid of it i mean its not anything bad at all but i juss wanna forget it but more i try the more it stays and its really confusing me mentally. Yeah im not sure what to do about it confront it keep runnin keep tryin to forget im juss so lost, i feel like im all by myself in this whole world but in reality i have lots of freinds and cool people that i know. i leave u guys with another quote i guess.
Silent Love

Never seek to tell thy love,
Love that never told can be;
For the gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly.
~William Blake

Kal // 11/16/2002 12:25:00 PM

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Friday, November 15, 2002:

Hey guys it FRIDAY YAY so its like 5:20 right now i got home at 4:30 and i went to sleep woke up now and im breakin my fast wit some chiken soup and OJ. Yeah so im cold as hell so im sitten here rapped all around in my blanky. yeah im about to goto sleep right now and maybe wake up later to do my computer class homework. Yeah the water pipe for school is broken so they were giving water and i got like 4 bottles of water and gave them all to Marty i guess i dont feel guilty anymore, and yeah i wrote a BS issue that made no sense what so ever and alejandra and andrea actually fell for it sowwie i didnt think anyone would fall for it because my handwriting is crappy as hell and looks nothing like marty's handwriting and what i wrote didnt even make any sense at all, sowwie for that and for any trouble i caused for anyone. Yeah so im listening to some metalica and motorhead, and im gonna go 2 sleep once i finish this kik as soup thx mom :). yeah so i lost 2 more lbs now im at an even steven 190 that a total of 57 lbs lost. Im still fat as hell but i see my self as super skinny now because i literaly lost half my body looks like it and feels like it but i still have like 30lbs more to go. Yeah so at lab today i got to kik it in the freezer room to sort out all the ish ive done man its so freaken cold they ade me wear this big as suit thingy because its -73 degrees in there man i couldnt stay in the more than 15 min lol any more and frost bite and gangrine wouldve kiked in. So i leave u wit a quote:
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
- David Viscott -
Kal // 11/15/2002 05:33:00 PM

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Thursday, November 14, 2002:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,
Our deepest fear is that we
are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that
other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory
of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our prescience automatically liberates others.
Mean kik ass quote by nelson mandella man the guy is a legend

Hey Yo its me kal again lolz :) yeah so i got back from school at like 5:00 cause for star 2 i took the MTA man its so much faster 30 min and im home screw the late bus. Yeah today i found out somebody is actually reading this crap which is kik ass kool yeah its my hommie ADRIAN WOO WOO Sup my frubilus Dubilus Boobilus Coobilus Nekomatrix??? (Inside joke no one would understand this besides me and adrian its too complex a code to decifer not even the enigma will work) to translate that is said hey whats up adrian how are things...lolz Yeah so im still worken on the insurance for my car im shopping around and its juss to damn much to freaken pay for. Im kinda feel sorry for Marty my gov. teacher i dont think he like 2nd period anymore cause alot of people didnt turn in there talkshows i mean i did mine and its not my fault they didnt do theirs but i feel like im letting martinez down, i wish i can be in his 3rd period he likes them more hes not gonna be the same great cheery martinez hes always been, man i love the guy he is so kik as easily by far one of the best teachers if not THE best taecher ive ever had, man the guy is so cool hes the kind of person that in 30 years when i have my kids ill tell them about him. Ill try to do better than i am in the class and ill try to rally up the rest of my fellow 2nd period comrades to do better so he can like us like he does 3rd period and we can making everything fun and games again. Yeah so im doind my HW right now well im supposed to and yeah im juss kiken it layed back listening t some Tu pac and Biggie. Yeah so tommorwow is friday YAY which is kik ass kool. Yeah so im out for the days my peeps and all u adoring fans (yeah right) lolz :)))
Kal // 11/14/2002 08:56:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 13, 2002:

Sup guys yeah its like 10 i got home at 9:30 from universal studios Yeah 8 mile was kik ass i dont care what any of u think i liked it and i also like eminem hes cool, i might not agree wit everthing he raps about like about the drugs and the sex ive been there and its all not that great, trust me i speak from experience. Yeah so 8 mile was super bad ass. Yeah so at Universal Studios i ate at panda express and i got the fortune cookie that told me to enjoy and love ur freinds while u still can which i was like hey thats true i hid that one from my freinds i didnt want them to see it but they are prolly readen this LOLZ, and i also got another one ur freinds moking u will make u a better man and ish lolz i let them see that one hehehehheh. Yeah i juss snapped i might not be cool or have a gf but i have the coolest group of freinds in the world and they cant be replaced with anyone no matter how rich or cool the person is. Yeah man i juss have to say i love them guys, and the thought of me not seeing them and all u other freindly faces i have come to know and wake looken forward to see is very disterbing. Yeah im juss listenin here to metalica and there cool guitar solos that ill be able to play on day i got tired of the bass im mean im okay at it but i wanna play the guitar because its sweet. Yeah so all u other subordinate people out there screw u guys im not even gonna botha wit u guys anymore no matter how much u piss me off, and as far as u stuped ignorant white people who call me arab or muslim boy i got a sniper paintball gun and i know how to use it so u and ur beamer are gonna need some new paint jobs u fuken stuped priks ;). Yeah sorry for that i almost got jumped today on the bus ride home and if it wasnt for some kik ass black dude who had my back i wouldve got fuked up by like 4 white dude i could of fuked 2 of em up before the get to me yeah so i wish there to be peace why does everyone have to hate why cant we all juss get along ill never know why. Yeah so i wont see u guys next year ill miss all of u guys Waaaa. Yeah ill especially miss my freinds and all u cool people cause my freinds are the hommies that are always there for me they are the kind of people ill take a bullet for (yeah right) lol no seriosuly u guys have my back to the fullest no matter what u up against. Ill miss uguys and i love all of u the thought of me going to college and leaving all of u kinda sux (look kal is talken like a suicidel drone again) shut up sowwie that was Kal 2 the seconed my u guys know im a skitzo right? sorry if i cant spell and have no grammer but i dont really care about that. Yeah as far as college thx to my momz and popz and my bro and all my kik ass freinds who were supportive of me tellen me to goto college and stuff i decided im gonna go :). Yeah so far Loyoala UCR UCSB CALSTATE LA< NORTHRIDGE< SANLUIS OBISPO are on my apply list. so ill see all u cool kik ass people later
Kal // 11/13/2002 10:28:00 PM

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Monday, November 11, 2002:

sup all yeah so today i goto work then come home around five oclock to get all freshened up so i can meet wit the arabic chik i told u guys about, i take her to the grand lux which is like a mean fancy resturant and the chik starts rubbing up against me and asks how many credit cards i have, and goes through my wallet seeing how much money i have, and she does all these other things which piss me the fuk off so i juss play it cool buy her food then i juss take off leave that stank hoe alone, i dont like caling girls that but she deserved it. Yeah so i did all my HW all i have left is a talkshow for marty my gov. class. yeah so whateva i knew it was too good to be true but thats life ill find someone one day hehehehhehe. Im gonna go see 8 mile tommora at universal afta school juss decided to mention it incase any of you guys wanted to come tag along. Yeah imma go do my talk show so ill see u guys later.
Kal // 11/11/2002 07:39:00 PM

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hey guys its like almost 12 im about to start my work out a bit late but who cares, yeah im tired as fuk got back from work an hour ago, man the management company i work for ought this hige building call el royale its kinda on rossmore and beverly, man we have to paint it and dats a bitc hso i kinda got home late, im breaken my fast now as im typen this, yeah i wanna go see 8 mile sam and vinnie said it was kik ass so imma go this tuesday afta sckool. Man personal statements are hard but hey i have to do them. Yeah almost got in a car accident yesterday a beamer was driven at like freaken 80 mph in the street and it was rainen so when it pulled the breaks it slid all the way barely missing my jacked up isuzu colliding into the beamer next to me, I WAS LIKE OMG did that juss happen and thank god it didnt hit me cause i aint insured and stuff like that. YEah so i meet this hot arabic chik today that my bro says wants to hook up wit me but there a catch, my bro prob paid her feelin sorryy for me ahahhahah, yeah she is super hot but i dont care about the looks man she has these big blue eyes super beutiful and yeah she super duper smart but i dunno why shes talken to me she wants sometin i know it!!! ill update u guys on this, yeah i dont really care for her because i dont really like her, and THERE A CATCH LOLZ. yeah imagine me wit a girl freind man thatll be the day hehehheh. yeah so its 12 im tired as hell but on go my sweats and imma go run on my treadmill to tired to go run outside so ill see u guys on the flip side latez
Kal // 11/11/2002 12:05:00 AM

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