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Friday, November 01, 2002:

Hey guys and gals or gals and guys whatever u think fits best. Its like 6:30 im tired because i didnt get any sleep not even the ususal 2 or 3 hrs, because of the twinz my cousins that i told u guys about yesterday. yeah so my house was raided because word got out im giving the king sized snikers. Yeah so i have to take the sat 2 tommorow, and the sat dec. 7th i dunno why im taken the normal sat again i got a 1280 that should get me into Bob Truking school right? Yeah so whatever, im really tired and half asleep living on the thick military coffe that i make, the kind thats so thick u chew it instead of drinking it, keeps u up lol. Yeah im like kinda depressed right now but i tink its the pillz, starvation, and the constant soreness of my aching body which im finnaly getting used to. Yeah i spent my halloween not the usual queen mary or at knotts or at a party like i usually do, but in my home wit the twinz all alone like a dumbass, but its okay who gives a fuk. Yeah i was thinking about college and how im not gonna get in. Yeah im also thinking about my senior year how dull it has been and how it will always be dull and crappy. How i will spend it alone, but i will show all u people that im not a loser when i come out of no where ive lost 53 lbs and i plan to lose another 30, and ill show u guys i can do sometin. Yeah im tired as fuk i hate running cause its hard but hey i need to do it so i can run in the marathon showing another sign of accomplishment. Yeah i just feel so lost right know wishing i was outside doing something fun wit someone or someting but hey wtf is life for. LIFE is for us to fuken struggle through the shithole known as school and then college as im going to get fuked worken to pay it off, then to get married and have the sdtuped bitch kids who juss want the nike shoes and dont understand that $7.25 an hour juss wont get it for them. Yeah bad enough im a loner at school and my parents hate me. But i cant walk down the street without being called a muslem or fuken arab, with them shouting what ur gonna shoot me too. fuk them i will shoot them but im smarter than that, its funny because i beat the fuk out of this 30 yr old white dude on the bus today because he was all drunk and he pulled a knife out. hey but who gives a fuk right? hell prob no one is reading this so why the fuk do i fuken bother. So ill see u all later preferibly in hell.
Kal // 11/01/2002 06:54:00 PM

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Thursday, October 31, 2002:

Hey guys its like 7:40 and stuff i juss got home like juss havent even changed my cloths yet. Yeah on the tests i talked about yesterday i aced my math, and did okay on my ap gov test, i aced the english test and i bombed my star 2 test. Yeah my parents are out now at a party, left me here wit my 1 yr old cousins, well there my parents freinds kids but i consider them my cousins there so cool they call me unkie. Yea the boy is named Mike and the girl is named Jessica, lol mike is about 4 and a half minutes older than jessica. Yea god i love hangen out wit them they are so cool, god i cant believe i was once that small. They are like soooo small and so bright there eyes huge and curious i can tell that they are going to be important maybe doctors or maybe the president i dont doubt it one bit. Yeah its cool watchen cartoons with them and putting them to sleep and stuff, but the diapers thats is the only suxy part but hey its life. Yeah so im about to go watch aladin wit them when im done with this entry thingy. Yeah im also armed with the arsenal of 100 king size sniker bars that mis padres hooked me up wit to give to the kiddies. So far like my door was knoked 3 times, one wit a little girl and her mom so cute she was dressed up as a princess, the seconed time was 3 boys dressed up like ninjas man they were badass, and the third time there was a doctor, policeman, firfighter, a soldier, and a detective. Man kids are so cool. When i grow up and hopefully become a doctor and have a beutiful wife Im going to have 3 kids a girl the oldest and 2 boys, lol thats my dream well whatever. Yea so i dressed up like a doctor which suked to like everyones outfit, everyone had a kik ass outfit, and RUBY was like a pregnant mummy wit little unborn baby stiken its hands out man that was freaky. But what most scared me was this one chik dressed in all white and shed juss walk around freaky shit. OH YEAH SHABAZ was funny as hell i helped him put on his shoes (news paper and plastic bag wit some butcher paper) in nakamas class in the morning man he is funny as hell. Yea so i could of been out partying as i couldve been wit a loved one at queen mary, and i was also invited to like 4 parties but hey its my duty to take care of the kiddies because i love em so dam much. Yeah i did all my HW at skoo and i only have an issue for ap gov left. yea so ill like do it when my cousinz are asleep. Yea so ill see all u cool people at school tommorw Buh Bye.
Kal // 10/31/2002 07:59:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 30, 2002:

Hey Dudes and Dudets, remeber the graveyaed thingy I mentioned in yesterday's entry I was checking it out again and i found out Frank Sinatra Died from smoking what a waste of talent poor guy died at Cedar Sini less than a block from my house My Momz works there so cool she said she saw him like for a whole week before he died. Gen. Ulesis S. Grant died from Smoking he was prez and a genral he died from smoking. John Wayane what a badass cowboy to think he was all mean what a halfass way for a kool cowboy to die that sux. Yeah im listening to my cool mix of metallica, papa roach, finch, system, slayer, rage against the machine, and more. Man music kiks ass if it wasnt for music id be dead. YEAH I WANT JANE my guitar back from vinnie he keeps forgettin to give it back, ehhh doesnt matter i play the bass anywayz. Yeah so Im soo screwd i stayed afta sakool today and yeah i have me an English test on song of roland, a math test, Ap gov courts case test, and a test for star 2 sooooo gay. Yeah so i feel like shit but its cool. Hey did u guys know im single lol ahahhahahahha. Yeah oh yeah thanx again norms for telling me about this thingy its coo. yeah who the hell would be intrested in readin about me so lata guys i have alot of stuff to do. Oh man so its the day before halloween and i have nothing to wear whatever ill borrow my momz or dadz doctorial stuff and dress up as a doctor again or sometin hell i might not dress at all. Yeah so i have a car now a broken down Isuzu I mark year 79, lol its an isuzu car isuzu makes SUV's lol ahahha so when i find me a betta job than janitor/ gardner/ painter ill be able to afford insurance thus being able to give all u peeps rides im cool like that.
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Kal // 10/30/2002 07:59:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 29, 2002:

Yea this is my first entry thingy i got this off of Norms ur so cool dude. Yea so its like eight oclock i juss got back from school and I am really tired im supposed to be asleep so i can do my daily workout from like 12am to 4am. YEAH i have to lose the weight so i can look good for prom and maybe get the guts to ask a girl out. Yea i really want a girlfreind like someone i can talk to, some that i can play with their hair and whisper in their ear how much i love them, someone i can basically talk to. Im sorry i dont know any grammer since i have had only a 3rd grade education, yea and i cant speel either yea so im reading the Tom Clancy book Red Rabbit i love Tom Clancy hes so cool. yea at school there was this grave yard thingy and like showed all these peeps who died from smoking and it was soooo cool. i was like damn that sux DID U KNOW SUPERMAN DIED FROM SMOKING i thought only krypton could kill him im so dissappointed. Yeah i have to study for my Star 2 test and for AP gov. courts case. Yea and id like to thank everyone who is my freind and who isnt my freind. Yeah i juss hope we can all be happy. Im kinda stressed out because i dont eat and i take pillzzzz and i also work out 12 to 4am and i get like 2 to 3 hrs of sleep a day which really sux. YEAH and HW then SAT and college applications. Im juss thinkin even though im not famous at school and regarded as an idiot and stuff ill miss all u guys, yeah so i love all u and u guys are freinds 4 life. PEACE.
Kal // 10/29/2002 08:12:00 PM

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